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Let us SING! Come, come…

December 24th, 2007
Here’s something for us to sing and have some fun (Gosh! I needed this! LOL!). DISCLAIMER: Purpose of this entry and its’ content is by far NOT to make fun out of the traditional X’mas carols or to joke around the festive X’mas celebration; mind you. It is only an entry to erm, hum… owh f*ck it lets just laugh along as you sing! Kapish!? – Tudiah! Motif disclaimer berunsurkan kesentapan? Hahahaha…

Earlier on just now, mek dah sebarkan the “Jinbogels” and “Merry Clitmas” song, kan? Hiks!

Jinbogel!
Jinbogel!
Jinbogel all the way.
Owh what fun it is to see,
all the jinjinbogel – HEYH!

and also

We wish you a merry clitmas.
We wish you a merry clitmas.
We wish you a merry clitmas.
And a happy new clits!

Kan? Hehehe… Of course, both lyrics telah disumbangsihkan oleh 5thE and LeeUK respectively, but of course, I GET to take the credits sebab, they just buat the song incomplete. Akakkk juger yang have to COMPLETEkan, tak gitttu 5thE and LeeUK? Hahaha…

So now, mrasalah there’s more katanya… But before that, mrasa mek share my conversation regarding this X’mas song issue with Gingerbreadnyah – ops! I meant Ginger, through SMS…

From me to Ginger

From Ginger to me

Wait wait! There’s more!

And here’s the sambiungans… mrasa!

From me to Ginger

From Ginger to me

From me to Ginger

From Ginger to me

From me to Ginger

From Ginger to me

Clust kan kami habiskan credit masing² dengan sms tidak perlu tidak penting tapi very best nih, kan? Hiks! Mrasalah she also (SHE katanya yer? She la SANGAT!) tak completekan lagu laguans itiew. Hanya skadar pemberiantahuan regarding the song’s titles sajork. Mrasalah akakkk juger yang have to, AGAIN, completekan tugasan iniew dengan memberikan lirik² menyentuh hati lagiew. Isk isk isk… credits to me laaagi katanya… LALALA!

Tapi memandangkan mek dinch hui la sangat lagu “Sailor Nights” and also the “12 Fucks of Xmas” itiew, so I decided to come up with THIS song – please recall lagu “I Will Follow Him” itiew yer – (mati kah mek dengan si dia? LANTAK lah! Jgn sampai aku tolak dia sampai p*ki dia ke bucu meja yer! Dah lama mek pendam nih since 8-12-2007 lagi! Whatever happens, happening lah! *Motif? Tetiber? Hiks!)

Owhhhh Sheepuks owh Sheepuks,
Owh why are you so smelly, so smelly, so smelly…
Sheepuks oh Sheepuks…
Sheepuks why are u sooo smelly? (Ooooooooooohhh)
There isn’t a pukspuks too deep (too deep),
No other pukspuks can compare, compare to your smelly pukspuks!!!!!!!!
So smelly the melly that it makes u gila like lahanaaaaaaaatsssss…
And only knows how to LIBAS KAIN DRESS kau tu!!!

*The room is suddenly menjadi silensio, diam, semuanye stunned – motif lagu nih? And lepas tu, after a long period of silensio, THEN barrru kedengaran orang tepok² sorak²!!! Hakakakaka… matikah mek? Mampos! Biarkan! Lantak! Ops! (Motif mek EMO!? Saje, nak divert alih perhatian korang pasal issue mek tatau lagu “Sailor Nights” and also the “12 Fucks of Xmas” itiew – mati la BIMBO yer? Hahaha!)

Owh and PS: Ginger! Santa a.k.a. SANTY kite dah sememangnya a slut pun! BUT, heshe (heshe la piuler – mati la confused) shall not be screaming on top of hisher (hisher? Hurmmm…)’s lung saying a plain ol’ “HO HO HO” yer – no no missy, na ah. Not THIS Santy, nah ah… For this Santy of ours shall be screaming (mind you, suara dia KEPIT yer – dinch KASAR ok!) “Mary Clitsmas!!! WHORE WHORE WHORE!” Mati la mak! On your mark, get set – RUNNN!!!

All I need… All I really, really need… is

December 23rd, 2007
You know, these past few, erm, days, coming to a week or so, I’ve been emotionally unstable. Yeah yeah, so be it – call me Drama Queen or whatever shit u want but hey, its my life, and its my feelings, who would possible know/ understand, right? (Except for a few lots yang boleh dipanggil teman/ kawan/ best friends/ close friends and etc.) I’ve been going through some shit these past few days and I would have to say thanks to some assholes in Myspace as well yang tried to cheer me up by saying/ sending me msgs like…
“Hie. Awak seksi (you’re sexy). Boleh jumpa? (Can we meet up?) Jom main nak? (Lets PLAY, want? – Die la direct translation! LOL!)

Or like…

“Hey. You haven’t been taking your hormones as prescripted lately is it?”

F**k yiewwwww! Hiks!

Aside from that, my life, from having the emotion-unstable-ness and what not, was even more fucked up when it goes into the phase of

“Aiyoh… waaatttodo today? BORING LAR!!!!!!!!”

Yes!!! Boredem, how can you runaway from it when you in a boring city with boring ppl doing nthing except boring things such as getting bored!

All these are becoz of – one man (OK OK! So its not just one – so make that “becoz of a few men!” HAPPY NOW?!), love, and everything that comes along with it.

But I guess, that’s ok. SHIT happens anyways and shit comes in different sizes, shapes (and smell and color too!) and of course, in different FORMS such as “These Few Good Men!”, right? Hiks!

So, since its Xmas tomorrow, and the Spirit of Snowflakes and Holidays and what not will come along with tomorrow – plus new year is just around the corner, I think I may need… I may really, really need… no, I think I WANT now is…

A new spirit! A new resolution for 2008! Annnnnnnnnnnnd…
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.. a new fucking photoshoot session!!! A good photoshoot session will do me good and will certainly ass, I mean, add more pics to my collection.

Now where’s that friend of mine who just sold his set of fantastic camera for MYR4,500.00 and bought a mega fan-fucking-tastic camera set of MYR16,000.00!!?!?!?! YES csi_X! YOU! Lets! Do me! Do me good! Get a place! Set up the light! (I’ll do my own make up thank you csi_X! Can’t expect you to do it! LOL!)

And then we will shoot to stardom with a classic yet sophisticatedly beautiful photoshoot of moi. Come come!!! Ring!!! Ring my phone, RING! Common, RING!!! Damn it! WHY Do I ALWAYS have to call u!? Sh*tf*cksh*tf*cksh*tf*ck!

There!!! I feel, well, not much, but SLIGHTLY better! Now, lets sing along with me!

Jinbogel!
Jinbogel!
Jinbogel all the way.
Owh what fun it is to see,
all the jinjinbogel
- HEYH!

or

We wish you a merry clitmas.
We wish you a merry clitmas.
We wish you a merry clitmas.
And a happy new clits!


Songs are reproduced by 5thE and LeeUK! Yes, yes, give them a big big clit, I mean, hand… hehehe – opsss! Now’s the best time to RUN, yes? So, LETS RUN!!!

Just need you to be…

December 22nd, 2007
Here’s something to show how/ what I am currently feeling – something to show what I really want for now…
“Be Good To Me”

Everyday is getting worse
Do the same things and it hurts
I don’t know if I should cry
All I know is that I’m tryin’
I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in you
But you make it so hard to do

What’s the point of makin’ plans
You break all the ones we had
I don’t know where we went wrong
Cause we used to be so strong
I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in you

*Continue*

So why can’t you be
Be good to me

I don’t ask for much
All I want is love
Someone to see
That’s all I need
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Good to me
Good to me
Gotta be good to me
Good to me
Please

I used to think I had it all
Then one day we hit a wall
I had hoped you were the one
Where’s my dream, where has it gone
I wanted to be with you
Forever just me and you

So why can’t you be
Be good to me

I don’t ask for much

All I want is love
Someone to see
That’s all I need
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Good to me
Good to me
Gotta be good to me
Good to me
Please

Where do I go from here
You’ve gotten under my skin
And I don’t know how
To get out of this place that I’m in

I don’t ask for much
All I want is love
Someone to see
That’s all I need
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Somebody to be
Good to me
Good to me
Gotta be good to me
Good to me
Please

I don’t ask for much
All I want is love
Someone to see
That’s all I need
Somebody to be
Someone to be
Somebody to be
Good to me
Good to me
Gotta be good to me
Good to me
Please…

“Be Good To Me” – Ashley Tisdale

[Thanks to Brenna (Princessbrenn1@aol.com) for these lyrics]
[Thanks to Victoria for correcting these lyrics]

[www.azlyrics.com]

Life with unfair love; or Love with unfair life?

December 21st, 2007
Life can never be fair, right? Or is it LOVE can never be rightly fair? Whatever it is, I think, either way, the main agenda here is UNFAIR! It’s no wonder some people don’t, or should I say, refuse to believe that there is such thing as “Happily ever after” – right? Well, do YOU believe in such phrase? Well I know now (after a few occasions now), I don’t. I used to believe it; even if I have to make believe about it, still, I would dream of such thing to be true…

It’s like so unfair; like, when you think you’ve got something good to hold on to, or someone so ever nice to be and spend your life with, then all of a sudden, within a split second – it’s gone, he’s gone too. And what bothers me the most is that we would be (I’m not so certain sure about the rest, but I would…) wondering about what have we done wrong to be getting all these?

But in this case I suppose, it would be…

What haven’t I done to keep things go right, to keep him by my side, to keep things going just the way I want it to be…?

And I am still wondering… *sigh*“Hurm… could that biggest loser be me? Lalala…”

“It MIGHT just be me… and not life, not love, and certainly sure not him…” *Sigh sigh sigh!!!*

She’s only human you know…

December 14th, 2007
Now what happens when the reigning beauty queen (now turned EX! Yer, mak sedar! Hiks!) gets thirsty sewaktu buat collection derma for World’s Aids Day during the recent Miss World 2007 pageant?

Well – SHE DRINKS la kan, obviously! LOL!


So I was thirsty, salah ke I ols curi² minum sikit while doing my charity duty itiew? But yang cannot tahan one, as I was curik² minums airs, time² tu jer la the spotlight curik² suluh right on my face – sial sangat! Hahahahaha matilamak mak sker!

I bring you… Miss World 2007 Pageant…

December 13th, 2007
As promised katanya kan – an entry about the recent Miss World 2007 pageant where I finally crowned my successor to continue the effort to show to the world the existence of beauties with brains and with a purpose – and that covers not just to the real women beauty queens (at times I’d have to say, yang menang the real Miss World pageant pong nan ado quality-nye like the recent Miss World 2007, Miss China? Harrrtuiiihhh! Ops!)

This time around, I will be doing these entries like I normally do; ala ala from A to Z I suppose; only this time around, it won’t be having so much details as the previous journey (“The Road To Miss World 2006″Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4). This time around, it’ll be somewhat, short, precise, kalau ade long winded tu, maaf kan jer la yer; old habits are very hard to get rid off, kan? Hiks! And prolly if got parts pon, it won’t be that banyak la kot. Why? Well, for one thing, this year bukannye mak compete pun so why bother sangat. Ops!

And that also would refer to the fact that I shall not be giving out details about the troubles I had to go through in order to get myself there at the pageant; which includes designers buat hal dengan my dresses, the weight issues and stuffs; aiyoh! Lets not even go there. It will only get myself more upset thinking about it let alone ber-entry bagai about it. Especially part diet tak menjadi tu. Urgh! Tension. So I’ll skip about that yer… :)

Actually, to tell you the truth, am not quite sure how to begin this entry; macam, what to write eh? Hurmmm… prolly I should tell u ols how it was just for that night, kan? Nuthing much nak diceritakan pun about the time nak pergi for the pageant – it was like nuthing much to tell pon. So yeah, prolly I’ll just tell you lots about the night I ended my reign as Miss World 2006.

But of course, before I go on telling u ols about the rather short entry about how I ended my reign, I would like to share with you ols the following videos I ols just upload kat my Youtube katanye; bersesuaian dengan tajuk entry, maka… saksikan lah… hiks!

Opening parade/ Reigning Queen’s red carpet catwalk

Opening show/ Preview of all 30 delegates competing for the night

Lepas nih mak sambiung lagiks nah, more about the pageant malam itiew yer… But for now, since mak dah kekeringan ideas, so, mrasa – lets EAT!

Candid photos…

December 12th, 2007
Let truth be told, I would have to say that most of the times I just hate my candid photos; samada it will make me look ugly, or retarded, or if I’m lucky, I get to be both – ugly, and retarded!

But not this time!!! Hiks! I apparently loike these candid photos! Hiks! Mek sker lah! Thanks Y Darklighter for these candid photos taken from your hp (mak terase jer nak caruts pasal quality gambo, tapi, kang kata mak tak sadar diri dan tak dikenangkan untung piuler, kan? Hiks! So this time around, mek abaikan dulu… hiks!).

Nih bila masa Ginger masuk bilik mak kat hotel itiew the next morning dan mengacau mak tgh tido tertiarap bagai tu pun mak tatau? 5thE, Volksie – you two happen to know about this!? Or is it just Y jer yang tahu menahu? Hurmmm… Ginger fantarts nih always tau, suke kill my joy of sleeping!!! Sial! Tapi mujur mak tak sedar! Hahahah… mati la dia surely sentap!

Ini mak tahiew biler berlaku nih; dalam bilik, lepas pageant, semua tgh melepak bagai, Y dok belakang mek – BABIKS! Sial! Tak pasal² ko feeling² amek gambar nih kan!? Teruja la tu! Ops! Hahahaha! Mak sker la pic nih! Hiks! Mati la lemak berlipat ganda! LOL!

Astarghfirullahala’zim!!! Maaakan jer keje. Nih makan fruit platter from different angle la iniew… lol! Tapi yang inieh lagi candid katanya! LOL!

Hahahaha thanks again Y for these lovely candid photos!

So now?

December 10th, 2007
So what happens next, now that I’ve crowned the new Miss World 2007 and I am no longer a queen? What’s next for me!? Apakah!? What!? How? When? Where!? Tudiah!!! Mati la bertubi² soklan ya? Hiks! Well – I’m sure bukan sorang dua jer yang nak tahu what happens to me now, dah mak nih dinch bergelau Miss dah, kan? Die lah MISS HAS BEEN noh? ;)

Ape lagi!?! Hah! Makan lor! Tunggu lagik! Hiks!
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