Posts Tagged ‘confused’

If…

February 6th, 2010

Say peeps, Akak got a q to ask lar…

Kalau bloggers, you know, ppl who writes, blogs la kan (hiks!), have that bloggers’ “PMS” period tu kan, it is then called… “Writer’s Block” – kan?

So… if designers, yang, designs sites, webs, logos, backgrounds and stuffs tu pulak, what do you call ‘em, eh?

“Designer’s… “??? What eh? Hmmmm…

Because Akak got like two or three designs, for webs and wallpapers yang due esok lusa ni and I think my designing department, as well as my writing staffs semuanya on a strike kot noh? … Hurmmm…

designingandwritingcommittee
Haiyoh!

Bile Akak tertanya² – “Kebetulan-kah???”

May 28th, 2009

As Akak was browsing for Vector illustrations, graphics and what not tadi, Akak came across this one human illustration yang bagi Akak, well… entah la… pada mata Akak la kan, bukannya Akak kondifent, tapi, tak ke nampak srupa macam…

ann-ai-download.jpg - The illustration/ image/ download yang buatkan Akak terpinga² tertanya²...

ann-ai-download.jpg - The illustration/ image/ download yang buatkan Akak terpinga² tertanya²...

Macam apa? Macam sapa? Macam Akak lew! Sebab itiew lew Akak musykil ni! Hiks!

lea.jpg - Gambar Akak, snappy² time photo shoot awai² dulu² tahun 2006 dengan Marc and Dylan...

lea.jpg - Gambar Akak, snappy² time photo shoot awai² dulu² tahun 2006 dengan Marc and Dylan...

ann-ai.jpg - The 'Ann-ai/ Irizz' vector human illustration graphic/ image

ann-ai.jpg - The 'Ann-ai/ Irizz' vector human illustration graphic/ image

Kebetulan sajork kot noh???

Bile Akak spent yesterday with Adobe Flash, Dreamweaver and did a lot of thinking…

May 20th, 2009

Bersempenaan dengan kaki yang berbaluts bengkak tak mau nak surut² ni, dan Akak dinch kuar memana, Akak mengaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadap lah PC dan dok mendownload itu download ini, test test software itu software ini, bukak tutorial itu baca tutorial ini… last last, pening kepala sorang²… lalu… dalam pening² kepalanya Akak tu, sempat jugak Akak terpikir² about sesuatuh…

Nape eh? Bile potpetpotpet sangat pun katanya memekak melolong tanpa arah, walhal kite was just trying to be friendly. And then dah orang kater kite melolong melalak sangats, dan dah hint² tak sukakan kita, kita pun jadi diam la kan. Daaaaaaaahhh katanya kita ni tak gherti² ke nak bertegur bertanya khabar bagai? Like, chirpy pun tak disukai. Dah dok diam buat hal sendiri pun, ade jugak nak dibeleterkan. Habis tu camne???

Pening... pening... Taktaudahhh nak buat lagumanamacammana dah...

Pening... pening... Taktaudahhh nak buat lagumanamacammana dah...

Notes: Posted today, May 21st, but for yesterday’s posting date na? Bckdated katanya…

Bile Akak feels² today could be “The delayed Monday”…

April 28th, 2009

Surprisingly la kan, yesterday, which was the original Monday la kan, everything went on smoothly even when Akak had tons and tons of work to be done to be completed to be submitted and what not. Plus BBD kejan kejar kejor Akak for the Kuching trip’s final closing account and all, and then got to assist staff buat itu Australian Visa katanya for nearly 20 pax (group mana tah, tetiber kena buat Visa, motif? Sapa arrangekan tickets and accommodations segala bagai bagi meke? Aiyoh! Banyak lah soalan Akak query kat my staffs, most importantly, why buat Visa only and not dealing or handling with the group’s other traveling requirements, kan? Tercungap cangip katanya staff Akak nak menjawab…) Pun begitiew, tho it was a busy and hectic day, panas today, MasyaAllah punye la very der, migrain kejap kejap kepala Akak ni katanya.

TAPI… all and all, Monday, wasn’t at all the way I actually anticipated it. Siap sempat kejap bermultitasking katanya buat keje, blog editing lite2 katanya and at the same time, Facebook-ing katanya, kat 5thE!? Hiks! So yesterday, Monday yang Akak rasa dalam the 3rd kali kot jadi lagu tu, which the initial first 2 Mondays apparently hit me later during the week.

But not this Monday, I mean, yesterday. I vonder why la kuat sangat instinct Akak saying today, Tuesday, will be Monday, again, trying to be in disguise! Hmmmm…

Bile Akak get fascinated with the love-hate situation…

November 9th, 2008

Amazing isn’t it? Like, am I the only one noticing this or memang ramai noticed it but sort of like tak amek port pun?


Hurmmm – how can you not amek port when the situation is phenomenal!!!

If love is the answer to everything, then explain why are there still hatred amongst us?

If you hate someone in the beginning, then most likely you will love that someone in the end…

Imagine the world without love and hate… Gosh, will it be somewhat like living without cats and dogs?

Errr sile abaikan kenyataan vuduh yang ketige about not having cats and dogs tu… LOL! Tah pa per, ape kaitannye pun Akak tatau! Hakaka!!!

Fascinating kan? Like, in love, there’s hate. Same goes with in joy, there’s sorrow. In laughters, there’s tears… Why eh? Why must there be the opposite just so you’d enjoy the feelings that you have now? Like, when there’s love, nape nak kena ade hate? So that the relationship would become proper and balanced? Yeah rite. Like, kalau tak gaduh, tak sah la? Tah la – these are the things yang one cannot stop wondering about, kan?

Suatu hari yang hujan dikala sebok di kotaraya Kuala Lumpur, tiba2… “Abang Volks! Tgk LKY nih! Susah tau dia asik buat kite macamginik! It’s like, this is a fine example of a love and hate relationship tau; where I love her, admire her, adores her – but she simply hates me… How lar Abang Volks?” katanya Gingerdela Locakurubamba, Miss South Africa/ Universe 2008 kepada Abang Volksie, stylist-shareware yang dipinjamkan oleh KBnya, ex-Miss South Africa/ Universe 2004, LKY, yang hanya terdiam terkebil2 matanya terkedu…

A fine example of how love and hate connects and binds 2 (well in this case above, 3 la kan if you include Abang Volksie – or make that 4 if you include si C.A. the P.A. katanya… matikah gangbang? HAHAHA!) people together becoming best of friends…

Love and hate – how can we not see it? Like, without hate in love, I doubt la kan there would be much of love to begin with sebab for Akak la, to have a great love, you must have a greater hatred then that great love will grow even greater – aiyoh, what’s with greater ni? Hummm… Tapi I don’t suppose you’d need a greater love to have the greatest hatred feeling, ever, kan? Eh wait – that works too I suppose. For instance… kalau dah cinta kite terhadap kekasih kite terlalu mendalam, sangat2 mendalam even Titanic would go sinking in deeper than the actual depth of the original ocean la kan, maka, if anything were to go wrong somewhere in that feelings of love terhadap our kekasih, then I suppose, bukankan hasilnye perasaan benci and hate tu akan jadi lebih meeeeeendalam dari the initial feeling2 of love? Kan? Aiyoh! How can I just not dwell forever about love and hate – what do YOU guys think about this love-hate-love kindda thingy? Do you think love only exist when you have the element of hatred hiding somewhat somewhere within that love? Or u’re just the type that thinks that pure love, true-ultimate love, and there’s no such thing as hate, hatred, hating and what not?


If Ginger umpamakan hubungan persahabatan kami ibarat love hate bagai situation, so what??? (Aiyoh, so what katanya, kekwatnye nih! LOL!) Yer lah, yang pentingnye, last last, dua dua geranddd, curtsying and bowing bagai dapat standing ovation, berbekalkan balingan bunga2 ros and all… KAN? Hahahahahahahaha…

confused

May 2nd, 2008

confused
Originally uploaded by boisterousbenign


Knowing it is right but feeling it is NOT right

May 2nd, 2008

confused
Originally uploaded by boisterousbenign
Basically, it’s simply= nothin’ catchy; just somethin’ prolly general from me for not only you but us to ponder about…

Imagine yourself about to do/ or about to decide somethin’ very important – and finally, there you have it; you’ve done it, you’ve decided about it, it’s over and done with. If that’s the case, then you’re cleared.

But (yes, in this short-but-a-bit-catchy-long-winded-too chapter we’ve got the ‘but’ case… ) what if, just by chance, WHAT IF somewhere during that time, just somewhere there, right before you do/ decide somethin’, seconds away, when you already know for a fact, for sure, that what you’re about to do/ decide (or probably even just thinking about it) IS by far, and WILL be the best action/ decision for maybe you, your family, work organization, or prolly during your decision-making time…

and…

…for some strange, no apparent reason, you suddenly FEEL that IT IS NOT by far going to be/ will be the best thing to do/ decide (or even think about) in the first place; get wot-i-mean?

Confused? Yes; exactly my point. You know it is right but you feel it is not right – why does this happen?

It’s 10.30pm – and I’m having DOUBTS!!!

March 31st, 2005

Dearest all -

Why do I suddenly have this 50-50 feelings about the ‘move’ tonight? Macam – tah lah. Tetiber terasa macam malas pulak nak pindah ke blogdrive. Why ek? Hmmmmm… Blogdrive site mek tu dah 99% siap dah. 1% would be my 1st entry there, which I’m gonna do later at midnight. Tapi, dahhhhh terasa 50-50 lah pulak. Tsk tsk tsk… why!?!? Can somebody peeeliizzzz tell me why am I so like this ek? Hmmmmmm *SIGH*


No – this is NOT me – just a face expression of me worryin’, tu jer… tsk tsk tsk!


Nurlea Laurielle Lai Lee Abdullah

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