Based on the previous entry, since Akak left the door to the story slightly open for people to think (judging from the responds I got, it was more of speculating instead of thinking sangat pun kan?) from my closing lines in the entry. Well, who can blame anyone for being speculative – after all, this “Perfect Ending to a Perfect Beginning” so happens to occur on the very same day people pull tricks and pranks and make sick and wild jokes with each other everywhere in all bits of parts of this world (April Fool’s Day lah!).

Some went on to actually convince others after they themselves got convinced that all the fuss coming from my April 1st, 2009 entry, was merely a scam, a ‘comeback’ tactic to get readers reading again, after me went on silensio for nearly 2 months plus, more or less la kan. But I guess, after reviewing the responds I got today, I’d say, more readers believed that it wasn’t just a ‘comeback’ trick – it was more on to me pulling a sick prank inconjuction to the “April Fool’s Day”. Please… why would I pull such a stunt, I mean, I started all this way back in 2005, on the very same day. Was that a trick or a prank? No kan? It is all just “KEBETULAN”.

But then, after sitting down and termenung tgk my blog’s dashboard kat Wordpress, Akak started to terpikir and then decided to just write this one more post mainly to say, hey, who am I to explain and push people to believe in things that I say/ post, right? I know ramai yang noted that I’m a person yang go about with dates with details, kan? I mean like, I picked April 1st, to start blogging so-called seriously back in 2005. And that date serves as a significant, erm, reminder? Eh tak kot. The date symbolizes a significant mark in my calender, from that day on that year onwards up till now, reminding that I started my day 1 blogging on April Fool’s Day in 2005. I guess by now, most would have guessed-it-right that the tone of my constructed sentences, and I wasn’t joking la obviously kan… And besides, I guess, people can relate to all this being-NOT-a joke just by reading this post, if not from the earlier posting. And the lately-going-silent2 and malas2-berblogging would prove to be, the result of all this ENDING ENDING part of my blogging life, in some ways, marking the end of “The stories of my life”.

I’ve anticipated all the responds to this decision I guess, even when I wrote that initial April 1st, 2009 entry tadi. But I didn’t anticipate I’d be so-suddenly so-terasa nak emo2. DQ will always stay a DQ huh? (smiles)…

Should Akak have been more convincing in making people to believe if not feel, what was I feeling at that time, trying to tell in ‘bahasa indah’ yang I shall be quiting something that I used to love to do? I mean, from what I posted, I wonder, rase2nye, people tahu tak what was in my head? Or maybe like, confused ke ape ke, with the post/ statements I’ve made? Hmmm… But I guess if ramai yang understood, I’m sure they’ll sense Akak macam dah, erm… “FED UP” dah kan? Tah le. Probably I wasn’t convincing enough, maybe I was, tah ler… There was this one time siang tadi I felt like doing a more pushy-pushy type of entry, nak ask people to believe in me tapi tu dah macam nampak sangat trying too hard and too much kan? Jadi, I recollected myself and composed myself setelah ade sesaat dua I went near EMO kat Facebook… and thought to myself…

Who am I to do that, pushing people to believe everything I said? I’m sure sooner or later, they’ll know… they’ll understand… Besides, people read, and they have the right to believe what they read, or simply choose not to believe, kan? Am not in the position to push… Infact, remember my basic rule in blogging I created long time ago? “I WRITE – YOU READ” and that’s all there is to it… kan? So whatever happens before and after those words being said, or maybe, while those words are being said, no one can predict, control anything, right? So, why bother…